Thursday, 7 July 2011

OLD..

assalamulaikum...

korang pnh rasa yg kdg2 korang x fhm gan diri sndri? rs mcm x knl diri sndri? its happen to me right now at dis moment...

i LOVE my old self...during high school, when im 13-17 years old... i juz do my work & my own business, w/o makeup even eye liner n lip balm, with nerd face, boley pg skola gan kain kedut2-sbb-blackout-xleh-nk-gosok...leh pkai tdung senget2..xyah kisah ape org nk pk..even dun think about bf o wat ever..juz study n really do my work...blk skola trus blk umah...hnya tahu jln g skola gan jln blk umah...i hv simple life during that moment...but that simple life gv me happiness...a real happiness....i hv goals, aims, targets o seangkatan dgn yer...n try to achieve it..but now, that passions - lost!!

im gonna turn to 23 dis year...but i hv no achivement!!...feel like LOSER a bit...yes, a LOSER...job? car? money? nope..dun have it...what i have? a debts...need to setup my life back...put some aims @ targets @ goals....im not a kid anymore..im mature already...hv responsibility to my mum & siblings also to my future husband & family...need to work hard for bright future....


sekian...

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